Just a thought...

Unparalleled & Unprecedented

2011-05-02T22:25:00.000-07:00

It's not because I didn't ask!

2011-04-23T23:27:00.000-07:00

Well, it's been quite some time, but I'm coming back, and with no less than some deep thoughts that have been going on in my head today.

I've been struggling a little with why God chooses not to give certain things that we ask for. Or in certain cases, why He gives things that He knows will be to our detriment. The scriptures say to ask and it shall be given right? Well, what if what we are asking for is not in linie with the Father's heart for our lives? Israel really wanted a king, which seemed like a good thing right? Well, God gave them Saul which turned out to be nothing short of a disaster on many levels.

Here's the thing...HE KNOWS! God knows exactly what we need AND exactly what we can handle, way better than we do. sometimes, I think He knows that we can handle more than we think we can or deserve more than we think we do. I heard a pastor say once that when we ask God for things, sometimes He doesn't give them because our expectations are so small that it's like we are asking for a nickel, and if He gave us what we asked for, we would think that was all he had to give. Wow.

My thing is that the things I want, aren't necessarily bad things. A house, a dog, a nice car, a little extra money to take care of my extended family, time and money to travel and see things, and even some extra to help fund various ministries and things within my local Church. My wants aren't even entirely selfish, but they are a little. Is that why many of these requests have gone unanswered? I am healthy, with an amazing wife, healthy children, a great job, a loving spiritual family and community, I live in an amazing area, and my cars are decent enough. That's about a million times more than many people have so why do I even want more? Well, that's the question. Selfishness? Maybe. But again, in my heart, I would really want to do more for others with much of these things, so that's good right?

Well, once again, HE KNOWS. God knows me better than I know myself. The good, the bad and the worse. He knows that no matter how pure my motives may be, I still give in to my selfish desires. Maybe the way He makes me useful is by keeping me in that place of seeking. It's in that place of seeking that I feel I can truly understand what God requires and expects and what he wants to do with me. He gives me things here and there, and believe me, I feel blessed beyond measure in almost every way. But, I don't have everything, and maybe I won't. Maybe I won't own a house, and maybe my cars will always be used and on the verge of needing repair. Maybe I"ll always be working 9-5 and selling stuff to people who have more money than I do. But maybe that's OK. If that's where God needs me, can I be OK with that?

Well, that's the question and these days, I answer it one day at a time.

Something to shoot for!

2010-10-06T09:53:00.000-07:00

I love the Lord Of The Rings Trilogy. My favorite is the Return of the King. I love this movie. Throughout the series and the book, Aragorn, a descendant of Kings and heir to the throne, goes from a self imposed exile, to stepping up and being who he was born to be. This resonates with me. I think we all have something buried deep inside that we know we are destined for. I believe God writes this in our DNA before we are born. We are heirs to something greater. So what's the problem?

Fear. Fear that we won't be able to handle the pressure. Fear of the unknown. Fear that we will fail and let everyone down.

The reason I love Aragorn is that you get to watch him go through this battle, and you see all of his friends and comrades encourage him to step into his destiny. We need this too. We need people around us to help us, encourage us, and remind us of who we really are.

There is one scene in the final movie where you finally get to see Aragorn step into his destiny. He finds confidence and leaves fear behind. He takes the Dimholt Road into the mountain of the dead to summon an army. The King of the dead upon meeting Aragorn, says to him "the dead to not suffer the living" and then the pivotal moment happens. Aragorn holds up the sword of Elendil and proclaims "you will suffer me." This is the moment where Aragorn steps into his destiny. This moment always gives me chills.

I think we all need something to shoot for. A destiny we can step into as we leave fear behind. We need people around to help us, walk with us, encourage us, and remind us of who we really are. This movie gives me hope and inspires me. What inspires you?

Lifting the fog!

2010-09-24T06:53:00.000-07:00

I like the fog. Fog gives me hope. Hope is good.

I wake up early in the mornings. My routine has pretty much been the same for the last 9 months or so. I wake up between 5 and 5:30. I usually make some coffee and open up the blinds in our living room, even though I know it will still be dark for another 45 minutes. As I open the blinds, I will normally see nothing but thick dense fog in my backyard, and in most of the surrounding area. I live in Los Osos, so fog-less mornings are rare. I love the fog. I know for some it's depressing, but for me it's renewing. Why? Because fog is never permanent. The fog is always lifted, or burned off by the sun and you are usually left with beauty that can only be revealed by having the fog there first. After I stare out the window for a few minutes, and my coffee is ready, I sit in my chair that faces our window which looks out over our neighborhood, through some trees, and onto a very small glimpse of the bay and ocean. I generally read, pray some, think about my family, and what my day will bring, and watch the fog disappear as the light begins to take over the darkness.

Sometimes the fog doesn't burn off right away. Some people refer to those days as depressing. It refreshes me. It gives me something to look forward to, knowing that the fog never lasts forever. Fog is always temporary and always brings some good even though we may not see it. Grass and flowers that need gentle care are watered by the misty fog. Certain small ground animals are protected by the fog as they surface without the risk of being snatched up by a bird. The fog isn't always immediately pleasant, but always beneficial and it always gives me hope.

Hope is good. What gives you hope?

For in hope we have been saved, but hope that is seen is not hope; for who hopes for what he already sees? But if we hope for what we do not see, with perseverance we wait eagerly for it. Romans 8:24-25

Funny Stuff!

2010-08-31T06:54:00.000-07:00

Well, if you know me, you know I like to laugh. The videos below made me laugh hysterically. You must watch in order since the first preceded the second. Hope you enjoy as much as I do.

And now...

Welcome back!

2010-08-03T07:13:00.000-07:00

After a lengthy hiatus, the surfing bug has caught me once more. Thank God for the ocean!

Thursday Top 10!

2010-06-17T08:00:00.000-07:00

Today...Top 10 reasons to be a Laker fan, in no particular order!

Despite Kobe's past , personal deficiencies, the Lakers employ arguable the best player in the world.
Arguably the greatest coach in the history of the NBA
Staples Center
Jack
Derek Fisher
A consistent pursuit to win, year in and year out.
15 NBA championships
Jerry West...I know he is no longer with the team, but he will always be a Laker.
The Sky Hook
Shannon Brown's filthy sick hops!

Her's hoping for a 16th championship. Go Lakers!

Jesus in an SUV!

2010-06-16T08:15:00.000-07:00

The other day, Aidan(my 5 year old) looks at my wife and makes the following statement.

You know, I think, when Jesus comes back, he's gonna come back in a bright blue SUV with big tires and 20 lights...some in the back, some in the front and some on top...that way everyone will see him and no one misses him.

At first we just thought this was a cute little thing that our kid just said, but the more I have given thought to it, the more profound it has become. Nobody would ever miss a bright blue SUV with big tires and lots of lights right? Well, I'm not sure how Jesus will be returning exactly, other than what I know from reading scripture, but I think maybe Aidan was on to something. Maybe we are the SUV. Weird, right?

I have been hearing people for a while talking about how "over" Christianity they are, how Christians are hypocrites and nothing more, and how they aren't really like Jesus at all. Somehow I think this has become both an excuse and a cop out. People who know about Jesus but aren't sure, aren't interested, or are dealing with some past hurt or frustration, find this an easy excuse to justify not giving Jesus a real shot. After all, why would you trust something or someone whose representation is inconsistent and hypocritical? For "seasoned" Christians, this has become a cop out for not wanting to be the SUV. We don't want to be overly noticed, found out, judged, or hated. Mostly we tend to say that we are just trying to be more like Jesus and all He did was love people, so we're going to just love and not make any waves, not talk about our own sin or mistakes, and not make anyone feel bad or tell them they are doing wrong stuff, because we just want to love.

Maybe we are supposed to be the SUV!

Could the SUV described above, ever go around unnoticed or fail to make a statement when driving down the street? No way! We are called to be noticed. Jesus did love people, but he NEVER patted people on the head and ignored their sin, nor did he ever fail to teach truth when in a large group of people. He was always teaching, instructing, pointing out sin, and loving the whole time, and we are called to do the same. I love the story in John about Jesus meeting the woman at the well.

So Jesus left the Judean countryside and went back to Galilee. To get there, he had to pass through Samaria. He came into Sychar, a Samaritan village that bordered the field Jacob had given his son Joseph. Jacob's well was still there. Jesus, worn out by the trip, sat down at the well. It was noon.
A woman, a Samaritan, came to draw water. Jesus said, "Would you give me a drink of water?" (His disciples had gone to the village to buy food for lunch.)
The Samaritan woman, taken aback, asked, "How come you, a Jew, are asking me, a Samaritan woman, for a drink?" (Jews in those days wouldn't be caught dead talking to Samaritans.)
Jesus answered, "If you knew the generosity of God and who I am, you would be asking me for a drink, and I would give you fresh, living water."
The woman said, "Sir, you don't even have a bucket to draw with, and this well is deep. So how are you going to get this 'living water'? Are you a better man than our ancestor Jacob, who dug this well and drank from it, he and his sons and livestock, and passed it down to us?"
Jesus said, "Everyone who drinks this water will get thirsty again and again. Anyone who drinks the water I give will never thirst—not ever. The water I give will be an artesian spring within, gushing fountains of endless life."
The woman said, "Sir, give me this water so I won't ever get thirsty, won't ever have to come back to this well again!"
He said, "Go call your husband and then come back."
"I have no husband," she said.
"That's nicely put: 'I have no husband.' You've had five husbands, and the man you're living with now isn't even your husband. You spoke the truth there, sure enough."
"Oh, so you're a prophet! Well, tell me this: Our ancestors worshiped God at this mountain, but you Jews insist that Jerusalem is the only place for worship, right?"
"Believe me, woman, the time is coming when you Samaritans will worship the Father neither here at this mountain nor there in Jerusalem. You worship guessing in the dark; we Jews worship in the clear light of day. God's way of salvation is made available through the Jews. But the time is coming—it has, in fact, come—when what you're called will not matter and where you go to worship will not matter.
"It's who you are and the way you live that count before God.

Jesus, totally called her on her sin, but my feeling is that she left feeling more loved than ever before. I know this, because the rest of the passage goes on to talk about her going back and telling everyone about Jesus and sent them to go experience Him for themselves. The really cool thing is that his disciples and other onlookers were shocked that he would even talk to this woman, and He didn't care. He loved her.

Now don't get me wrong, I'm not on some spiritual trip. I know I'm no good at what I am saying, but I am saying it in hope that I can start. I make mistakes, I sin, and worst of all I am a hypocrite. I pass up opportunities all the time to both share and to be Jesus to others. I want to be better though, I want to be more like Jesus, I want to be the SUV.

How He Loves...

2010-05-28T08:46:00.000-07:00

Great song. Great Songwriter. Great story. Great God!

How He Loves : A Song Story from john mark mcmillan on Vimeo.

Thursday Top 10!

2010-05-27T08:51:00.000-07:00

Top 10 Songs Played On My Ipod:

The Way It Is - Bruce Hornesby
Facedown - Matt Redman
Fire Fall Down - Hillsong
Bullet The Blue Sky - U2
Hymns To The Silence - Van Morrison
With Or Without You - U2
One Reason - Jason Upton
The Maker - Willie Nelson
Empire State Of Mind - Jay Z/Alicia Keys
All My Devotion - Kristene Mueller

What are you listening to?

SWAGGER WAGON

2010-05-25T21:37:00.000-07:00

I think this has made it's rounds, but I thought it was hilarious, so here it is.

Link Love

2010-04-23T19:26:00.001-07:00

You'll laugh...you'll cry...you may even pee a little. Just go check it out!

Travis Avila...Just do it!

That time I met Charlie Hall....

2010-03-21T19:23:00.000-07:00

So, I'm in downtown SLO the other evening, meeting up with some friends at Firestone Grill. I noticed immediately that FG seemed busier than normal, but wasn't sure why. So I bump into my homie, Travis Avila, adn he informed me that a mutual acquaintance is in town getting married and that a ton of random people that we know were there, so it could have something to do with that. A few minutes later, I bumped into Joel Limpic, who was the friend in town getting married. Well, as it turns out, he spent some time training as a worship leader, under on of my favorite artists and worship leaders, Charlie Hall. I began talking briefly with Joel and happened to mention the name Charlie Hall, and no sooner had I mentioned the name than Joel points to a guy a few feet away, and it just happened to be Charlie freakin Hall. So, in an awkward way that only I can pull off, I asked Joel to introduce me, which he did, and I was stoked. Now, don't get me wrong, I'm not all start struck or anything, but it's always nice to say you've met a person who has inspired you and that you look up to as a fellow leader and musical artist.

So, there you have it, that time I met Charlie Hall...

I Love Bacon!

2010-03-15T19:33:00.000-07:00

I am not sure why I never heard of Jim Gaffigan, but until recently, I had not. My sister along with some other friends introduced me to him in the midst of a Facebook post, in which I announced my love for bacon. Anyways, check out the video below, it's pretty stinkin funny!

-Will

Link Love Tuesday

2010-03-09T05:30:00.000-08:00

OK, so it's been a while, but I am starting off with a bang. Although I was too busy during the recent season of my life, that didn't stop me from a few exploratory trips into the blog world. I have recently discovered a blog that I enjoy and think you might too. I met Kandi when her and her family cam to minister at our church recently. Our church immediately connect with their family and many of us have kept in touch on different levels since. Kandi seems to be a very passionate person and loves God deeply, as does the rest of her family.

Well, enough from me, enjoy... A Spilling Heart.

Getting back in action...

2010-02-26T22:37:00.000-08:00

Well, it's been a while, but reading some of my friends recent blogs has inspired me to start up again. Not sure how many readers I have left, but stay tuned...

Hookers and Robbers

2009-08-28T06:15:00.000-07:00

My new favorite song...

Thursday Top 10!

2009-08-27T05:00:00.000-07:00

Link Love Tuesday

2009-08-25T05:45:00.000-07:00

As a follow up to yesterdays post. Check it out!

Go get your blog on!!!!!!!

Setting The Record Straight...

2009-08-22T05:31:00.000-07:00

Some of you may remember this post. If not, feel free to check it out. Anyways, it appears that maybe there is a feeling from some people that this was a personal attack per se on the author of the blog in question, Stuff Christian Culture Likes.

I want to set the record straight. I like this blog and I like the author. This does not mean that I agree with or like everything that is written, and I am sure many people say the same about my blog. The reality is that I enjoy disagreeing sometimes, I enjoy dialogue, and I enjoy conversation. Please don't ever take any thought or opinion of mine so seriously that it upsets you. That is not my intent...ever! I you want to disagree with me on a position of mine, GREAT. I will probably disagree right back. If you are rude, I will most likely ignore you.

Communication is the key to understanding one another. Now, go get your Christian Culture on.

2009-08-20T04:42:00.000-07:00

Top 10 worship albums of all time...in no particular order!

1. David Ruiz and Indigika: When Justice Shines

2. Delirious: King Of Fools

3. Sean Feuct: The Seattle Sessions

4. Matt Redman: Facedown

5. Jason Upton: Faith

6. Delirious: The Cutting Edge

7. Brian and Jenn Johnson: We Believe

8. Kevin Prosch: Come To The Light

9. Kevin prosch: Journeys Of Life

10. Charlie Hall: On The Road To Beautiful

P.S. - Travis, I fully expect a comment and assesment from you, and possible even a quick list from you in return. DO NOT LET ME DOWN!

Link Love Tuesday

2009-08-18T04:44:00.000-07:00

This weeks love goes out to, Jesusclaimed.org. This website is devoted to making clear the true claims of Christ in an easy to follow format. As long as we live, there will always be questions, and this website does well to try and bring clarity to an often confusing subject. Check it out!

Preaching to pastors...Bono Part 2!

2009-08-17T21:08:00.000-07:00

Unacceptable

2009-08-09T20:55:00.000-07:00

Take the time to check this out. Christian or not, Bono has some great stuff to say on the topic of loving people, specifically those entrenched in the Aids epidemic.

Thursday Top 10!

2009-08-06T06:00:00.000-07:00

Back by poular demand. Today's top ten list is...Food!

1. Mexican

2. Italian

3. Chinese

4. Tacos

5. Sylvester's Burgers

6. Black Forest Cake

7. Cheesecake

8. Pancakes

9. Thai

10. Ice Cream

A bit of history...

2009-08-05T20:35:00.000-07:00

Lately I have been reading this book. It's basically a complete history of every U.S. president that we have ever had. It give a complete overview of each administration, their beliefs, effectiveness in office, what they accomplished, both good and bad, and assesses the mark they made in the history of our nation.

What has impressed me the most as I have been reading through this book, is the vast difference between the men that founded our Country, our first presidents and the state of our nation in the fairly recent past. I am not referring to any religious beliefs, but it seems that there was a sense of patriotism, a sense that the wars fought to provide our freedoms would never fully be over and thus, a true appreciation for the significance of America.

That appreciation seems to be lost on our culture today, and I speak for myself as much or more than anyone else. Reading this book and I am sure others just like it or even better, is a good way to reattach and stay in touch with the significance of our Country and why every position, policy, bill, and every letter of our constitution is so important to where we came from, who we are and who we hope to become as a nation. I highly reccomend reading this or some similar book and staying in touch with the history of our nation. I know it's been mind blowing for me.

Thinking it through...

2009-07-21T21:21:00.000-07:00

Well, it's been a while since my last blog. I have been extremely busy, but also, at a loss for w while now, of things to blog about. Recently I have been inspired, and hope to be blogging more in the recent future.

Several months ago, I stumbled across a blog called 'Stuff Christian Culture Likes' and it intrigued me. I have been by several times, and I have to say, most of the posts are fairly spot on, and some are humorous as well. All in all, it is one of my favorite blogs to visit, if for nothing else, just to see what's next. The latest post however didn't sit quite as well with me. Because I don't want you to hear my opinion without being able to form your own, you can read the most recent post here.

Now, there was nothing major that upset me, but I felt like more than in other posts, Christianity or Christian culture took a bit of an unfair beating and I would just like to express a few thoughts that I had. I would like to preface my thoughts by saying that I in no way feel that my opinion is flawless or without fault, it is however my opinion and I have spent some significant minutes formulating it through reading, research and thought. I would also like to say that I enjoy this particular blog and hold nothing against the author whatsoever. These are just thoughts, and I am as open to hearing yours as I hope you will be to hearing mine. Now, assuming you clicked the link above and read the post, I will continue.

The main thing I would like to express an issue with is the comment towards the beginning that says, ‘By and large, people in Christian culture also support the war in Iraq. The considerable loss of innocent life during war doesn't seem to strike them as any sort of inconsistency.’ The inconsistency being referred to is that of being anti-abortion, but being pro-war. The inference here is that by being anti-abortion, you are against “meaningless death” and if you are pro-war, you are somehow in support of meaningless death. There are many holes in this logic, some of which are obvious, and others that are no, but all of which I believe can be pointed out and shown to be just that. I am around Christians every day. I have liberal Christian friends as well as conservative Christian friends, and I love them all. I can honestly say, that I have never heard a single one say that they feel ‘OK’ about the death and tragedy that war brings. I also don’t know many that would actually say they are pro-war. Some may say they agreed with the reasoning behind the war, and personally, I would argue that point with them. Some would say they are pro-America, and if protecting our nation means we must go to war, then so be it. Again, I don’t know any that would say they are OK with the windfall that war inevitably brings and to say otherwise, I feel is a wrong judgment and gives and unfair slant to the entire post.

Stephanie is correct in saying that neither abortion nor war are very palatable topics. I also feel like ‘Christian culture’ could do a lot better at engaging those that have differing opinions from their own. The thing about Jesus is that He engaged everyone. He engaged the beggar, the blind man, the Pharisees, the lepers, the thieves, the drinkers, the fornicators, the prostitutes, and so on. Jesus engaged each one and their life was never the same after their encounter with Him. Jesus never once approved of wrong or sinful behavior, but He never once rejected a person no matter how sinful they were. This is how we need to be. We will always have differing opinions on things such as war and abortion, but it is imperative that we learn to listen and love one another and seek truth above all else.

There is so much more I could say, but I feel as though my thoughts are scattered enough that I will stop here. I would love to hear your thoughts…

Link Love Tuesday!

2009-07-14T06:00:00.000-07:00

This week's love goes out to a new acquaintance. Adeana is a friend of my step sister, and we have recently had a chance to communicate via, facebook and blogging. Her blog is called Five's a crowd. She is honest, real, and genuine. Drop on by and let her know I sent you.

Now, go get your blog on!

How do you really feel?

2009-07-13T06:00:00.000-07:00

I saw the following on a friends facebook status the other day.

"Want to see a Christian run real fast? - Tell him how you really feel."

Initially, I laughed out loud. After the laughter, I began thinking about this and the reality of it in our current culture. I grew up in the church, and whenver you asked someone how they were doing, you would get one of any number of pre-cooked Christian responses. Here are a few of my favorite responses to the question, "how are you?"

"I'm blessed, and you?"

"I'm blessed and no less"

"I am blessed beyond the curse brother"

"I am blood bought and spirit filled"

Now, reading some of these, the natural response is laughter, but I think over time, we have become comfortable with giving the response that we think someone wants to hear, rather than just being honest. I think this has also affected how others view Chrstians as well. As Christians, we want everyone to open up, tell us their problems, confess, repent, etc. while we remain unwilling to deal honestly with our own stuff. The truth is, that as a follower of Christ, I don't always feel great. Yes, I believe in and try to walk in Christ's promises for me as revealed through scripture, but the reality is that there are days that I don't feel great. Sometime I get in arguments with my wife, sometimes I get to easily annoyed with my kids, sometimes i am depressed, worried, anxious, fearful, etc.

I love the opportunity to tell people I am doing great, but I think people need truth and honesty. I don't need anyone to feel sorry for me, but I do need them to know what is real. This kind of honesty gives people hope. It lets them know that even "Christians" experience the same struggles that they do. I can't even count the number of opportunities I have had to share Christ with someone, simply because I was honest and vulnerable. This is what people need. Real life, real honesty, real love, real Jesus.

So, the next time someone asks you how you're doing, just look them in the eye and say...

Stats Suck Sunday

2009-07-05T21:10:00.000-07:00

It's been a while since I've done a Stats Suck post, so here it is in bullet points. If you don't know why, then let Brody explain it to you.

The 4th was awesome this year. Not only is it awesome for all the historical and patriotic reasons, but it's also the day my wife was born, which raises the awesome bar to a whole new level.
Both my boys had random fevers this week with no other symptoms. Weird!
I have fallen in love again with potato salad. It makes me happy.
on June 28th, I began a lifestyle change revolving around eating and exercise. I just really want to eat better, exercise more, and be around as long as I can and be healthy. No fancy plan or diet. I count calories, watch what I eat, exercise, and that's pretty much it.
Since June 28th, I have lost 6 pounds and lowered my body fat by 2 percent. Not a bad start eh?
I have mixed emotions about the Lakers signing Ron Artest to a contract.
I want to start playing my guitar more and writing songs again.
I never really paid attention to how many calories are in beer. This makes me sad!

Have great week!

Thursday Top 10!

2009-07-02T05:00:00.000-07:00

Top 10 beverages! ( I admit that some of these maybe shouldn't be on the list, but I am working on that.)

1. Coffee

2. Water

3. Pepsi

4. Heineken

5. Tea

6. Double Barrel

7. J. Lohr Cabernet

8. Jamesons

9. Root Beer

10. Orange Juice

Tell me yours, then go get your beverage on!

Jesus with skin on!

2009-06-28T21:10:00.000-07:00

Saw this on a friends blog today, and was super encouraged by it. Please take the time to watch it and share your thoughts!

Because it makes sense!

2009-06-26T22:40:00.001-07:00

Up until several months ago, I had never heard of Tim Keller. I am not even sure now how I stumbled upon him, but it turns out, that he is the pastor of a large church in New York City. The first couple of things I read from him, reall resonated with, me, and the more I read, the more I am enjoying. For anybody that has questions about God and Christianity and wants real answers, and not just something that will agree with their displeasures, I would suggest checking out this book. Time Keller just has a way of stating things in such a simple a clear way, that it just makes sense.

I have been think a lot lately about what God requires of me in this life, and how I can best live and love the way Jesus did. Sometimes, i think we Christians make it too hard. Jesus just did what He saw the Father doing and we are called to do the same. When I think about it in a practical sense, it makes perfect sense. Jesus loved his Father, loved people, challenged religious leaders, turned over a few tables, drank wine, discipled the future leaders of the church, taught, confronted sin, and the amazing thing is that He ALWAYS did it with love. ALWAYS! Think about this. Jesus, meets a prostitute at a well, and although He confronts her sin and challenges her to change, she leaves feeling more loved than she ever has in her life. This is what is missing, and it just makes sense, doesn't it?

"The Christian gospel is that I am so flawed that Jesus had to die for me, yet I am so loved and valued that Jesus was glad to die for me. This leads to deep humility and deep confidence at the same time. It undermines both swaggering and sniveling. I cannot feel superior to anyone, and yet I have nothing to prove to anyone. I do not think more of myself nor less of myself. Instead, I think of myself less and others more.” -Tim Keller

Motorcycle Mishap!

2009-06-21T19:56:00.000-07:00

Since I can remember, I have wanted to ride a motorcycle. I am a fairly safe person. Not prone to danger or much risk taking, but the motorcycle has called my name as long as I can remember. Most think I am crazy, but my wife, being the insightful person that she is, knew that this was something I needed to try and she wanted me to know that I would have her blessing, as long as I took every opportunity to be as safe as possible. Well, a while back, I received as a gift from a friend, a certificate for the Central Coast Motorcycle Safety class. Cheryl surprised me for Father's Day by registering me for this class and arranging for me to be off work to take it.

The classroom portion was last Tuesday, and i passed that with flying colors. The bike training was this weekend and was a slightly different story. I caught on pretty quick, but remember, I am 32 years old and have NEVER been on a bike before. Most others in the class had several years of riding experience and were just taking the class to get the insurance credit. Well, I felt a bit rushed, and didn't have the time I needed to get really comfortable on the bike. Long story short, I made a critical mistake and could not control the effects of said mistake. The result was a minor crash that had be dragged across the parking lot for about 8 feet.

Well, the time that I actually did ride, I really enjoyed. The crash, not so much. It sure has given me a lot to think about. My pride really wants me to try again, and I just might. My practical brain is definitely wondering if the risk is worth it. As always, I love hearing your opinion. Until then, enjoy the aftermath.

Thursday Top Ten!

2009-06-18T04:00:00.000-07:00

Last 10 books I have read (no particular order):

1776
Blue Like Jazz
Traveling Mercies
Absolute Surrender
Prayer: The Only Necessary Thing
The Shack
The Heavenly Man
The Audacity of Hope
To Own A Dragon: Reflections On Growing Up Without A Father
Through Painted Deserts

10 Books that I would like to read before the end of the year:

When Heaven invades Earth
Good Morning Holy Spirit
Liberty and Tyranny
Finally Alive
When I Don't Desire God: How To Fight For Joy
Beyond Opinion: Living The Faith We Defend
Jesus Among Other Gods
What Bothers Me Most About Christianity: Honest Reflections Of An Open-Minded Christ Follower
Pagan Christianity: Exploring The Roots Of Our Church Practices
The Emperor Has No Clothes

What are you reading? What do you want to read? Tell me, I want to know!

Link Love Tuesday

2009-06-16T06:03:00.000-07:00

This week's love goes out to my step sister Tara. She just started this blog, and I do enjoy reading what she writes. Check it out when you get a chance!

Stats Suck Sunday

2009-06-14T17:52:00.000-07:00

Well...if you don't know how this works, check it out here. This is random, pointless bullet points that not that many people will read because it’s Sunday. Here it goes...

it is 5:57 and I have not looked at the score for game 5 of the Lakers series versus Orlando. I am recording it and making the ultimate sacrifice for my buddy Sammy, by waiting for him to get off work to watch it.
Go Lakers!
My coffee jingles on facebook have really caught on. Check them out every morning, on http://www.facebook.com/will.mccabe
I love coffee now more than ever, and my fondness will not decrease
Spent the weekend with my mom and sister and niece staying in mine and Cheryl's bedroom so that we could have yet another birthday party weekend for Aidan.
The weekend previous, we got a bounce house for Aidan's first, fourth birthday party. Wow!
Monday starts a 10 week program of exercise and eating changes that will hopefully result in the loss of 30 pounds in about 10 weeks. Go me!
I do not like cats
I am discovering the fact that my body really does enjoy water more than soda. What?

Enjoy what's left of your Sunday!

Thursday Top Ten!

2009-06-11T05:00:00.000-07:00

movies...

1. Lord Of The Rings: Return of the King

2. Lord Of The Rings: Fellowship Of The Ring

3. Lord Of The Rings: The Two Towers

4. 50 First Dates

5. The Matrix: Revolutions

6. The Princess Bride

7. X-Men (all of them)

8. The Score

9. Hitch

10. Save The Last Dance

Don't judge me, just tell me yours...

Link Love Tuesday!

2009-06-09T03:00:00.000-07:00

This weeks love goes to Bryan Stupar. He's a pastor, he loves Jesus, he's honest, he's in your face, and has an authentic love that really isn't hard to pick up on. Check it out!

let your light shine...

2009-06-07T03:00:00.000-07:00

"Preach the gospel. And if necessary, use words." - St. Francis of Assisi

So, what if that verse in Matthew chapter 5, went a little different?

"In the same way, let your words speak before all men, that they may hear your condemnation and then glorify your Father who is in heaven."

Wouldn't really have the same impact would it? In fact it would be a disaster. Sometimes, I think that is how we as followers of Jesus (the Church) try to shine our lights. With our words. Let me just say this right now, that does not and will not work. Yes, we are called to preach the gospel, but that doesn't necessarily mean we have to talk. Sure there is a time for talking, but those times in my opinion are few and far between. Our light needs to be real love, real humility, real grace, real truth, real forgiveness, real family unity, and not just lip service and judgement.

When I think about it, it really doesn't surprise me any more that the church has become a joke. We condemn homosexuals, and then get found out to be one. We condemn abortion, but we kill in order to put an end to it. We cry foul when the government wants to take the ten commandments out of schools and courts, yet we lie, cheat, steal, commit adultery in our hearts, and never even blink an eye. Our inconsistency is wearisome to those on the outside looking in, and for my part, I have grown weary of this inconsistency in myself as well.

It makes no sense to me to talk about the gospel of Jesus Christ unless I am living it, and if I am truly living it, I have no time to talk. This is the greatest form of preaching we can do. May this be increasingly true of me.

"Here's another way to put it: You're here to be light, bringing out the God-colors in the world. God is not a secret to be kept. We're going public with this, as public as a city on a hill. If I make you light-bearers, you don't think I'm going to hide you under a bucket, do you? I'm putting you on a light stand. Now that I've put you there on a hilltop, on a light stand—shine! Keep open house; be generous with your lives. By opening up to others, you'll prompt people to open up with God, this generous Father in heaven." Matthew 5:14-16 The Message

Two hookers, a few fisherman, and a tax collector...

2009-06-05T03:00:00.000-07:00

What do the above have in comon? Well, they are the ones that Jesus entrusted the gospel message to. The foundation of the early church. And now, the ball bounces with us.

Who says God doesn't have a sense of humor?

THURSDAY TOP TEN!

2009-06-04T02:20:00.000-07:00

The title is pretty self explanatory. Here are the top ten played songs on my ipod right now.

Greatly To Be Praised - Brian and Jenn Johnson
God Of This City - Chris Tomlin
The Maker - Willie Nelson
Hot N Cold - Katy Perry (Don't knock if you haven't tried it)
Always On My Mind - Willie Nelson
Love Or Gain - Lakes
Resonate - Imago Dei
Forgive and Forget - Street Choir
Heartless - Kris Allen's version of the Kanye song
Goodbye, Apathy - OneRepublic

What are your top 10 songs this week.....PLEASE tell me, I really wanna know.

Now, go get your music on!

Unity and Diversity...Can we have both?

2009-06-03T20:00:00.000-07:00

So, I am sure most readers know by now that I am a Christian. Actually, I am trying to refer to myself now as a follower of Jesus rather than Christian, though, as a broad term to classify my beliefs, the word Christian works. I was having an online discussion with a man whom I respect, though we don't often share the same viewpoint. What we do have in common is our love for Jesus.

The conversation eventually cam around to this idea of diversity versus unity. His opinion is that although we are Christians, diversity in thought and action are necessary and important as a part of our community together. My viewpoint was that of unity over diversity. One God, one faith, one truth, etc. In the new testament, Paul exhorts the church to be of like mind, and intent on one purpose. I think Paul knew the danger of the enemy seeking to divide the church by convincing them that their can be a gray rather than just black and white. I know I am gonna catch some disagreement here, but here it is, I just don't see any gray in scripture or in the life of Jesus, and I see a call for unity and for advancement of the Kingdom of God on earth, never a call for diversity and varied opinion. Yes, I understand we are all different, but if the goal is the same, the path can't be that far apart. IF there is no gray in scripture, no luke warm, the unity can not be that far behind.

This post is actually several weeks in the making and over that time I have given some thought to this idea of unity and diversity, by applying it directly to God himself. God is both unity and diversity. He is God the Father and creator, He is God the son, and He is God the Holy Spirit. Each person of the trinity has a function different and separate from the other, yet they remain perfectly united and intent on the propose of God the Father. Perfectly diverse and perfectly united. I think the church is called to be the same.

My friend voted for President Obama, and I did not. We are diverse. The unity comes in our acknowledgement that we are not called to criticize, but to pray for "kings" and all those in authority. This is our unity. This unity will never happen as long as I spend valuable time bashing the President and slandering him over things I disagree with, and I refuse to do that, and I expect the same thing from fellow followers of Christ. Should we speak up and have a voice when we think things are wrong or immoral? Yes, but that must never take the place of prayer and unity of purpose. Is it OK to dislike Rush Limbaugh? Sure. He's not my favorite person. What happens though when we take our dislike and disagreement a step further by aligning our selves with groups titled "Tell Rush Limbaugh to Shut The Hell Up?" Really all this does is put us on the same level as the one we despise for justifiable reasons, and mutes our cause. Joining the madness will never bring solutions or peace or the Kingdom of God.

Followers of Jesus (read: The Church) need to find unity in our diversity and understand that God is very much single minded, very black and white, and extremely intent on one purpose and that makes it our intent as well.

Link Love Tuesday!

2009-05-26T07:00:00.000-07:00

After a few weeks off, I am back with an all new LLT! This week's love goes out to Matt. Honestly, I don't know this guy that well, but I love his blog and his writing. He has a thought provoking style that is both honest and loving at the same time. There has not yet been a post that I have not enjoyed.

So...slide on over a check it out. Leave a comment, let him know how you go there, and get spreading the love. The Church Of No People!

Now, go get your Tuesday on!

God and American Idol!

2009-05-24T08:42:00.000-07:00

Over the last several years, I have heard different views about how God works to advance his Kingdom on earth, or whether he still really does. Would and could God use something like American Idol to reach people? I have some friends that say no way, but I beg to differ. I believe God is living and active and not above using any and all means to advance his Kingdom and draw people to Himself.

This year on American Idol, there were at least two Christian singers, both of which are worship leaders in their local church. There may have been others as well. Last year, there were several Christians, and though it's not my favorite song, Shout To The Lord was a featured song on one episode and was performed on live national television.

God wants to work, will use any available means, and simply needs us to be available. Available to love someone, to talk about a television show, to address sin in a loving way, to feed someone who is hungry, or maybe just open the door for someone.

Enjoy the video...

Fanatic?

2009-05-23T19:45:00.000-07:00

"Think of people you consider fanatical. They're overbearing, self-righteous, opinionated, insensitive, and harsh. Why? It's not because they are too Christian but because they are not Christian enough. They are fanatically zealous and courageous, but they are not fanatically humble, sensitive, loving, empathetic, forgiving, or understanding--as Christ was. Because they think of Christianity as a self-improvement program they emulate the Jesus of the whips in the temple, but not the Jesus who said, "Let him who is without sin cast the first stone" (John 8:7). What strikes us as overly fanatical is actually a failure to be fully committed to Christ and his gospel."

-Tim Keller

The Church, the State, Dobson, and the Supremecy of Jesus Christ!

2009-05-19T21:41:00.000-07:00

Yea, I know, you all thought I was gone, never to blog again. Well, you were wrong, and boy aren't you excited. The truth is, I have been extremely busy, and have had allot on my mind. There have been so many things that I have wanted to blog about, but not enough time to get it all down. Just to let you know up front, this post will be kind of all over the place, so please read carefully.

Ready? Here we go...

I posted a comment of Facebook a few weeks ago regard the separation of church and state, and the fact that those words do not exist in our constitution. I also mentioned the fact that the author of the portion of the constitution where that idea comes from, really intended (at least as proven through my own research) to protect religious freedom from the government, and not the other way around. Unfortunately, historical revisionists have had their way, and the truth of what our constitution really says and intended is found only through intense research and study. This of course garnered some attention from some of my Facebook friends, but the conversation was all civil and respectful.

Jump ahead a few days, and I became involved in a discussion string on a friends Facebook page regarding Focus on the Family's involvement in the National Day Of Prayer, and their seeming need to demonize and incriminate the Obama administration. Now, before I continue, I would like to clarify a few things about myself and my positions in bullet points, and hopefully set the stage for a clear understanding of the rest of this post.

I am a follower of Jesus Christ
I am a conservative republican who feels strongly about the mandate to pray for rulers and all those in authority
I did not vote for President Obama nor do I agree with many of his positions politically or morally
Irrespective of the above point, I will continue to support our President in prayer
I appreciate James Dobson and hi organization and their commitment to protecting the institution of family
Irrespective of the above point, I do not agree with fear tactics and political game playing as a resort for Christian leaders who are supposed to be an example to a lost world.
I do not support historical revisionism and feel that it is extremely damaging to our culture and to who we are as a nation and a people

OK, now that I have that out of the way, I shall continue. The thread I became involved in regard Dobson became about the role that he and other Christian leaders play in spreading ear and playing political games, do push an "extreme right" and religious agenda. The most important things about this thread was that we all remained friends at the end. It did get heated however and eventually the conversation turned to a "Christians" role in society and the need for diversity or lack thereof.

Here is my conclusion. I do not agree with many of the things that Dobson's organization has recently done on a political level. I do however agree with the heart of the message. Here is my issue though. While diversity in thought and opinion is OK, we are called as followers of Jesus, to build community, and to be of like mind, intent on one purpose. How can followers of Jesus pull this off when we constantly focus on pushing our own agendas, spreading fear and ignoring the supremacy of Jesus Christ in all aspects of life and of our Nation? We must come to a place where we understand that community is built through love, understanding comes when ears are open and mercy is given. I feel like Christians have become so afraid, that we have forgotten to whom we belong and that His mandate is to love one another. We do not have to agree, but we must love. I do not ave to support President Obama with my vote, but I must support him through prayer and love. I do not have to support homosexuality, but I must love homosexuals. I do not have to agree with or support abortion, but I must love the women who make the choice.

Our mandate is to love, period. There is no fear in love. We need to love as Christ loved and live as Christ lived, period. End of story!

About Me...Part Deux

2009-05-07T06:00:00.000-07:00

So, if you missed part one, check it out here.

So, I moved up here in 1992, which was the summer between my freshman and sophmore year of highschool. Tough time to switch schools, but I was more than willing to make the sacrifice. The move was a little rough. I quickly jumped into a youth group with the Los Osos Vineyard church, made some great friends and quickly began enjoying the laid back central coast life. I was never a big fan of highschool. Highschool was rough. I tried hard to fit in, make friends, be accepted, all the typical stuff. Years later I found myself leadinga group of young highschoolers at the same church, and encouraging them to keep there eyes focused on God rather than external and temporary things.

I graduated in 1995, and shortly before graduation, began working at Seashell Communities, which is a retirement home.hospital in Morro Bay. After graduation, I put in my notice, and had plans to move to SLO and get a better job, maybe go to college, and whatever else. Shortly after I gave my notice, I was told that I needed to sort of train the person who was going o replace me. Cool, right? My replacements name was Cheryl Ranches, and you all now know her as Cheryl McCabe. We bagan a short time of working together by her trying to set me up with a mutual firend, all the while I was trying to convince her that I was into her. I asked her about 3 times I think, before she finally agreed. We went and played tennis, and by the end, she was hooked.

To be continued...

Mom of the Year!

2009-05-06T19:09:00.000-07:00

Mom Of The Year: Cheryl McCabe

Link Love Tuesday

2009-05-06T08:39:00.000-07:00

OK, so I missed it again. Well, here it is, short and sweet.

This week's love goes out to Josh Mock. We used to work together and still talk from time to time. I have really grow to appreciate Josh through his writing and I think you will too. If you enjoy honesty and good music, then check it out.

Now, go get your blog on!

Stats Suck Sunday

2009-05-03T18:31:00.000-07:00

If you don't know why, click here! Here it is in bullet points...

Totally stoked that the NBA playoffs are in full swing and that the Lakers are geared up for Houston in the second round
Spent time praying the Brody would see the error of his ways and realize the amazing freedom found in being a Laker fan.
I watched Chuck Liddell's last fight a couple weeks ago, and for some reason I can't stop myself from wanting him to fight one more time.
Watched the Tigger and Pooh musical with Aidan and Owyn this afternoon after grocery shopping. Fell asleep and then was awakened by tigger's bouncing.
I continue to be totally amazed by the amount of food my 1-1/2 year old consumes.
Just checked the NBA site and saw that Denver beat Dallas. I will pretty much root for anyone playing against a team from Texas or Sacramento, unless it's Boston. Crazy, I know!
Geared up for a busy and shorthanded week as my co-worker lounges in Maui. The business starts tomorrow with a Venti Bold Roast!

Go get your week on!

Just a thought...

2009-05-02T21:07:00.000-07:00

Well, I haven't had a ton to say recently. Honetly, I mostly just haven't taken the time to sit and write anything worth posting, but since the title is Just a thought, here's a though for you. Well, more of a question really. What are "natural flavors"?

So, I am sitting at the kitchen table with the fam, and I was reading the back of the ketchup bottle. The ingredients went someing like this; tomato paste, water, corn syrup, huigh fructose corn syrup, spices, natural flavors. So again I ask, what are these natural flavors. They aren't spices, because that was already listed. What is a natural flavor?

Now, I know you will be tempted to continue on and not comment here, but please consider the following. First, I like comments, and secondly, I really want to know the answer to the question. Help me out here people!

Link Love Tuesday!

2009-04-29T07:09:00.001-07:00

OK, so I missed yesterday! Better late than never right? So, this weeks love goes out to Brody Harper. I got introduced to Brody, viamy real life friend, Travis Avila and I've been hooked. In Brody's blog, you get music, great writing, honesty, humor, and real life. It's all wrapped up in a neat little ball that you can stick right in your reader or feed. Check it out, I think you'll like it!

Now, go get your Wednesday on!

What I do all day!

2009-04-23T17:27:00.000-07:00

OK, so I don't actually do this demo, but I do show the video and talk about how much stuff a new toilet will flush. Oh, and I did just put this exact toilet in my house. Take my word for it, it works as advertised.

This is my world people. Now, go get your toilet on!!!!!!!!!!

Earth Day: The creation and the uncreated one!

2009-04-22T13:01:00.001-07:00

So, today is earth day. Earth day is cool. We set aside w hole day to honor the earth and to spread perspective regarding the need to preserve it. I'm cool with that. Now, I don't get all into the global warming, polar ice caps, and so on and so forth, but I do my part. We minimize driving when possible, recycle everything we can, purchase post consumer products when possible, stuff like that. I definitely see wisdom in taking care of and stewarding the earth as our home and planet.

I figured today would be as good as any to get the boys out and explore the earth a little. We drove to Morro bay and parked in front of the ocean. After being amazed by this huge expanse of water, and the surfers riding the waves, we decided to get out and explore a little. As we walked, we saw tons of beautiful birds, some of which dove down into the water looking for food. We saw squirrels nibble on bits of food and nuts and some even taking food from some gentle and quiet humans that were longing for a connection with the squirrels. We then went over to the new path/boardwalk, that wraps around the bay and goes along the main street of Morro Bay. While we walked, we saw more birds, some sea otters with a couple little baby otters on their tummy's, more humans enjoying the sights, blue sky, crisp wind, mountains, sand dunes, the list goes on and on. I was amazed! I have seen all these things before, but because today was earth day, I was really looking at them in a different light.

As I was looking around, I realized that there is no other explanation for the earth and all that exists within it, other than being the handiwork of a caring and loving creator. There is no other explanation. Evolution cannot explain it, science cannot, the human mind cannot even begin to understand. The funny thing to me, is that as humans, we actually believe we have the ability to destroy something that is so far beyond our own understanding. Now, I am not saying lets just do what we want, we definitely need to take care of the earth and act responsibly. My thing is about trying to get past that, to an awe and wonder of an uncreated God who lovingly and creatively breathed life into everything that exists, and to honor Him above all and for all the beauty that He has created.

No go get your earth day on!

Link Love Tuesday!

2009-04-21T09:25:00.000-07:00

Of course you knew it was only a matter of time. I am throwing out props to my amazing wife and beautiful family. Cheryl spends a good amount of time keeping our friends and family updated through the blog. Check it out and let her know what you think about the McCabe Family Blog.

Now go get your Tuesday on!

God First, KORN Second!

2009-04-19T20:06:00.001-07:00

Link Love Tuesday!

2009-04-14T18:47:00.000-07:00

Today's love goes to Kit Cressady. I only know her by name from a friend, but I somehow stumbled across her blog, and really enjoyed it. She is a talented singer and songwriter, and her passion for Jesus is obvious from her writings and music. Check out her blog and browse around, I think you'll like it too! Here is a little taste of what to expect...

Stats Suck Sunday!

2009-04-12T19:27:00.001-07:00

I know it's late, but it's Easter. I am so grateful for Christ's death, His resurrection and the hope that represents.

Well, if you don't know why, click here. Here it is in bullet points...

another rough week with the kiddos. Cheryl took the brunt, and we are gearing up for another long week. Thank God for His grace!
Ate Chinese food twice this week
I love Chinese food
Easter was awesome with my Dad and stepmom, stepsister and all the kiddos.
I finally realized what happens when a 3 year old eats too much chocolate. This is why we do not allow it...Yikes
Stoked to find out that tons of other men use a special shower sponge thing and that it's not just me.

Enjoy your week!

On Repeat...

2009-04-11T08:59:00.000-07:00

I was introduced to Brooke Waggoner a few months ago by my friend. Her album and more specifically this song, has been on in the mix on my ipod ever since. Check it out!

Truth Defined

2009-04-08T15:00:00.000-07:00

I am on in interesting journey right now. Very exciting. Cheryl and I just began a study call the Truth Project that basically spends 12 weeks going through a comprehensive study of truth. It basically takes a look at life from a Biblical perspective, explains truth and the relevance of the Christian worldview. Now, that may sound convoluted, bit it is pretty simple really, and this is how I feel God revealed this to me.

In the days leading up to this study, I was going over this idea of truth in my prayer time. I realized I could not define truth in a clear way. I feel like I know what truth is, but articulating it is something else entirely. Here is what I feel God revealed to me as an analogy for what I believe will be a journey that He is taking me on.

Cheryl McCabe is my wife. That is real. That is my reality. I have documents, witnesses and the government to prove that fact. It is reality and it is true, but it is not truth. A man cannot walk into my home a tell me that he has decided that he wants Cheryl to be his wife and then take her away and call her his wife. You just can't do that. The only way for Cheryl to no longer be my wife is for us to "change" or divorce. This is the difference. Real truth must be absolute. It is by definition absolute and cannot be changed. Truth is not relative. The minute we make truth relative, it ceases to be truth, and becomes our own created reality instead.

God is absolute. God is unchangeable. God has always existed and by nature cannot ever change. This leads me to the fact that truth defined begins and ends with God. Not just God as a spiritual being, but his nature, his principals, and the biblical account of who he is. Of all the religions in the world, of all the beliefs, the God of the Bible is the only one who has not ever changed and cannot change. He is where truth starts and ends.

I believe in God. I have always believed in God. He has revealed Himself to me in a way that I know for sure He is real. My belief does not relay on people to represent him well. My belief does not depend on church or religion. My belief is in the God of the universe as a good and loving creator. I want to articulate that in a way that makes sense. I don't want to push God on anyone. I do however want to speak the truth when asked and when given opportunity. Anyone that feels they have found something worth believing in that strongly I think would feel the same way. I trust God to reveal Himself to others just like He has to me, but I certainly want to be an instrument of that revelation whenever the opportunity arises.

That's all for now...would love to hear some of your thoughts!

Link Love Tuesday!

2009-04-07T20:53:00.001-07:00

Welcome back to Link Love Tuesday! Basically, I use Tuesday's to show some love to some blogs or sites that I enjoy, read, or that inspire me. Sorry today's is a little late, but it's been a busy day.

This Tuesday's "Link Love" goes to Travis and Jenn Avila and the Avila Family Blog. I met Travis about 4 years ago when he came to work for PCKB. We found we had several things in common including a love for music, leading worship, and sarcastic jokes. Basically, if we were in a movie together, you would pay tons's of money to see it, laugh your butt off, and then we would be rich. In all seriousness, Travis is a great friend, Jenn is an awesome wife and mom and as you can see from the picture, their son is a rockstar. Like father like son. Check out the blog and show them some love.

Now go get your Tuesday on!

Stats Suck Sunday...

2009-04-05T19:56:00.001-07:00

If you don't know how this goes, click here and let Brody explain it to you. I missed last week, so I have extra random musing for your reading pleasure.

Here it is in bullet points...

Last week was insanely busy and every day I thanked God for the blessing of work.
I noticed Owyn being a ton more interactive and vocal this week.
The Lakers lost 2 games in a row this week which had me on the verge of tears.
My sister Courtney celebrated her 31st Birthday
I am excited at how close we are coming to potentially being homeowners, and am waiting for God's direction on when to pursue our first home purchase.
On Friday night I went over and worked with my cousin to fix the dent that I put in my car by running into our fence whilst pulling into the driveway.
Dent and door are almost fully fixed
Today, Cheryl and I left Owyn with the Grandparents, and we took Aidan out on a date. We ate at IHOP, went to Gottschalks and found that their CLEARANCE sale is really a sham (20% off regular prices is not clearance), drove to the Pismo Outlets and ran into our friend Jill, went back to SLO, bought a couple things at Old Navy and then took Aidan to the pet store to purchase his first pet. Itroducing...(drumroll)...Kitty the Fish!

Link Love Tuesday!

2009-03-31T08:42:00.000-07:00

Welcome to what I will now be calling Link Love Tuesday! Basically, I am going to use Tuesday's to show some love to some blogs or sites that I enjoy, read, or that inspire me.

The first ever Link Love Tuesday, goes to an old hisghschool friend of mine, Forrestt Williams. I've been a little out of touch with Forrestt since high school, but recently re-connected on facebook and unknown to him, I have followed his music off and on since high school. He is currently touring/playing with a couple different bands. Forrestt is one of the best bass players and all around musicians that I know of. You will do yourself a favor by checking out his site and his music.

Now go get your Tuesday on!

Introducing...

2009-03-27T08:30:00.000-07:00

...Your candidate for President of the United States. Making official his bid for the 2029 Presidency, my son, Owyn. Let the change begin!

A little about me

2009-03-26T10:45:00.000-07:00

So, I realized lately that there are some readers of my blog, that I have never actually met. Some I have just networked with through other blogs or through facebook or other such means. I know you can't tell from all the comments people leave, but I discovered recently through a tracking tool that there are a few more readers than I originally thought. After realizing that, I thought it may be worthwhile to just give a little info about myself. This bio will come in several parts and probably not all back to back, but over time, they will give a little insight into the world of Will McCabe, for those that don't know me personally.

It all began in 1977. Well, 1976 I guess if you want to get all technical about it. My parents most likely either had an argument, or a few too many glasses of wine, but one way or another, my life officially began at the end of 1976 and I came screaming on the scene in August of 1977. I was born in Hemet, California. If you don't know where Hemet is, it's easy to find. Just head straight to hell, and just before you get there, hang left and you'll run right into Hemet. OK, maybe I exaggerate a little. There are worse places to live. I mean, I could have grown up in Coalinga (sorry Trav, couldn't help myself) or Modesto or some other God forsaken part of California. Hemet has changed allot, and is slightly more bearable than when I lived there, but I still wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy. Well, maybe my worst enemy, but I digress.

I was raised in Hemet until I was 14. My parents divorced when I was around 2 years old I believe. I grew up with my mom and a stepfather. Without going into all the crazy details, I'll suffice it to say, life wasn't easy and I was anxious to leave and live with my dad. I love my mom, and my sister and step sisters, but there was just a whole bunch of un-happiness in this family, and I needed to move on. Little did I know, that God would use this move to drastically alter the course of my life. To be continued...

Are you intrigued? Stay tuned, and as always, feel free to chime in!

Billboard chart topper...

2009-03-25T20:56:00.000-07:00

I heard this and laughed so hard, I immediately knew I needed to share it. Hope you enjoy!

If you don't know who Paul Krugman is, check him out. I'm not as avid a follower as some, but the song was sure entertaining.

Driving in China!

2009-03-23T21:48:00.000-07:00

Here is a sampling of the 1100 questions on the Chinese driving test. These are ACTUAL test questions. See how well you can answer them:

(1) Among drivers, a driver should:
a. deliberately underestimate each other
b. race for “vehicle hero”
c. learn from each other to make up each other’s deficiencies, help each other and drive safely

(2) When driving and wanting to spit, the driver can:
a. spit to the road through the window of the vehicle
b. spit to the waste paper taken with him or her and stop to throw it onto the dustbin
c. spit to the carpeting

(3) When driving a vehicle in summer, the driver:
a. can wear slippers
b. is not allowed to wear slippers for wearing slippers is neither polite nor safe
c. can wear any shoes as he or she likes

(4) If there is an open wound in the waist such as intestine coming out, you should:
a. restore it
b. not treat it
c. not treat it, but use a bowl or pot to cover it and dress it with cloth strips externally

(5) When driving through the concave-convex transverse road, the driver should shift to the lower gear in advance and _____________ relying on the inertia force:
a. let two front wheels steadily fall into the bottom of the ditch and then speed up to drive up the ditch
b. sway the steering wheel leftward and rightward to drive down and up the ditch and then speed up to drive
c. drive down and up the ditch and then speed up to drive

(6) During his or her driving, the driver:
a. can smoke
b. can smoke in small amount when he or she feels spiritually fatigue
c. is not allowed to smoke

(7) When driving at night in summer, the driver should pay attention to the ________ who are enjoying the cool on either side, road embankment and bridge and carefully prevent injuring anybody.
a. vehicles
b. relaxing persons
c. stuff

(8) If there is a bicycle rider clinging to the motor vehicle, the motor vehicle driver then should:
a. speed up to get rid of him or her
b. stop at once
c. stop steadily

(9) When having a dispute with others, a driver should:
a. fling abuses
b. patiently offer an explanation and not bring any negative mood to driving
c. drive in a fit of pique

(10) When driving through the section of road where tooting is not forbidden, the driver should:

a. toot as usual
b. increase the volume of tooting
c. try to toot as less as possible not to affect the routine of others

Once, when I was a rock star...

2009-03-23T11:30:00.000-07:00

Well, maybe rock star is a bit of a strong statement, but still. I successfully recorded my first (and only to this point) original worship CD back in 2004. I was pretty stoked on it, and still am, thought now I just listen and pick apart all the mistakes and think of all the stuff I would do different. I have continued writing and leading at my Church and am hopeing to record again at some point, but who knows. Anyways, out of the millions of copies I had made, I have about 25 left. Take a listen, and if you want one, let me know.

Will McCabe CD

Stats Suck Sunday

2009-03-22T16:30:00.000-07:00

If you don't know how this goes, click here and let Brody explain it to you.

Here it is in bullet points...

I spent way to much time this week working on a new blog design.
I am a perfectionist and could not decide on a design I was happy with
I am still utilizing the same old blogger template
wondering if people even really care baout my blog design
I care about my blog design, so i will continue on my mission for the perfect design
Played mario cart on the Wii with Cheryl for like 45 minutes on Friday night. She is much better at that game than I am.
Had a delightful dinner with good friends on Saturday night and ate myself into enchilada heaven

Your turn...somebody please tell me something random!

The Book List...

2009-03-17T10:00:00.000-07:00

Well, I made huge strides last year in my reading. Yes, I have always known how to read, but actually making it through a whole book is a different story. The reading makeover all started with a book called 1776. If you have not read it, you should. I digress.

Here is a list of books that I read last year, as well as I list of books that I would like to read this year. I would love to hear if you hav read any of these and what your thoughts are and if you have any suggestions for good reads.

And, without further ado...

2008

Blue Like Jazz - Donald Miller

To Own A Dragon, Reflections on Growing Up Without a Father - Donald Miller

Searching For God Know What - Donald Miller

Through Painted Deserts - Donald Miller

Traveling Mercies - Anne Lamott

My Beautiful Idol - Pete Gall

Don't Waste Your Life - John Piper

The Shack - William P. Young

The Audacity Of Hope - Barak Obama

2009

John Calvin and His Passion for the Majesty of God - John Piper

The Open Table Participant's Guide: An Invitation to Know God - Donald Miller

John Adams - David McCullough

America's Providential History - Mark A. Beliles

The KGB waits for nobody!

2009-03-16T14:00:00.000-07:00

I hope this makes you laugh!

Stats Suck Sunday...

2009-03-15T09:00:00.000-07:00

Well, I am trying something new here, and mostly because I love this guy's blog that much. if you don't know how this works, go here, and Brody will fill you in. It's basically a day for scattered randomness, that while important, may not justify dedicated blog posts at any other time. Here it goes...

I am in awe to learn that Brody would actually pray for Laker fans to not be Laker fans any longer. This goes against my firm believe that God is a Laker fan.
I am ready for the potty training part of my son's life to be over.
I am still curious to know how the toilet paper go there.
I love coffee and most likely will always love coffee, since I hate the headaches i get when i don't drink it.
Wondering if I will still be selling plumbing fixtures in 5 more years.
Amazed that I have been selling plumbing fixtures for 7 years.
Grateful that I have a job and for God's grace.

I would love to hear your randomness! (C'mon Trav, I know you have something random to say)

Yes, it happened to me...

2009-03-13T19:58:00.001-07:00

OK, so I have heard of this happening to other people, and always thought it was funny, until today.

Yes, the dreaded toilet paper stuck to the bottom of your shoe incident, or in my case, stuck nicely inside the bottom of my pant leg with just enough sticking out to be embarrassing. The funny thing is, I don't even know how it happened. It was early in the day, and I had not even gone to the bathroom yet. Well, at least not in the manner that requires the use of toilet paper. Need I continue?

Well, I had just opened up the store and had finished helping a nice, older couple pick out a new kitchen faucet. As I walked down to our warehouse to see if it was in stock, I noticed that there was something white sticking out around my shoe. I quickly looked down and back and realized it was toilet paper. I then proceeded to pull it out, and it was about 8 inches long. I am pretty sure the customer never noticed, but as I was pulling it out, my boss was walking into the store. He just looked at me and shook his head.

Here is the real head-scratcher though; how did it get there? Honestly I had not even used toilet paper yet, and I know that nobody was able to stick it in my pant leg without me noticing. HOW DID IT GET THERE?

Has anyone else had an equally embarrassing experience? I would love to hear the story!

Why Did The Chicken Cross The Road?

2009-03-10T19:02:00.000-07:00

BARACK OBAMA: The chicken crossed the road because it was time for a change!
The chicken wanted change!

JOHN MCCAIN: My friends, that chicken crossed the road because he recognized
the need to engage in cooperation and dialogue with all the chickens on the
other side of the road.

SARAH PALIN: You betcha he crossed the road, but let's not talk about that,
let's talk about energy policy, and how gosh darn hard it is for a
middle-class hockey mom to manage the budget of the only state in America
with a massive surplus, especially while surrounded by countless Russian and
Canadian chickens we have to keep an eye on. And by the way, I can see
Russia from my house!

HILLARY CLINTON: When I was First Lady, I personally helped that little
chicken to cross the road. This experience makes me uniquely qualified to
ensure - right from Day One! - that every chicken in this country gets the
chance it deserves to cross the road. But then, this really isn't about me.

GEORGE W. BUSH: We really don't care why the chicken crossed the road. We
just want to know if the chicken is on our side of the road, or not. The
chicken is either against us, or for us. There is no middle ground here.

DICK CHENEY: Where's my gun?

COLIN POWELL: Now to the left of the screen, you can clearly see the
satellite image of the chicken crossing the road.

BILL CLINTON: I did not cross the road with that chicken.Well it depends on
what your definition of the word "crossing" is.

AL GORE: I invented the chicken (and the road).

JOHN KERRY: Although I voted to let the chicken cross the road, I am now
against it! It was the wrong road to cross, and I was misled about the
chicken's intentions. I am not for it now, and will remain against it.

AL SHARPTON: Why are all the chickens white? We need some black chickens.

JESSE JACKSON: Unless we have a black chicken crossing with that white
chicken, we will be filing a class action law suit that will cost you a
minimum of $100 million....

OPRAH: Well, I understand that the chicken is having problems, which is why
he wants to cross this road so bad. So instead of having the chicken learn
from his mistakes and take falls, which is a part of life, I'm going to give
this chicken a car so that he can just drive across the road and not live
his life like the rest of the chickens.

ANDERSON COOPER, CNN: We have reason to believe there is a chicken crossing
the road, but we
have not yet been allowed to have access to the other side of the road.

NANCY GRACE: That chicken crossed the road because he's guilty! You can see
it in his eyes and the way he walks.

PAT BUCHANAN: To steal the job of a decent, hardworking American.

DR SEUSS: Did the chicken cross the road? Did he cross it with a toad? Yes,
the chicken crossed the road, but why it crossed I've not been told.

ERNEST HEMINGWAY: To die in the rain. alone.

JERRY FALWELL: Because the chicken was gay! Can't you people see the plain
truth? That's why they call it the 'other side.' Yes, my friends, that
chicken is gay. And if you eat that chicken, you will become gay, too. I say
we boycott all chickens until we sort out this abomination that the liberal
media whitewashes with seemingly harmless phrases like the other side.' That
chicken should not be crossing the road. It's as plain and as simple as
that.

GRANDPA: In my day, we didn't ask why the chicken crossed the road. Somebody
told us the chicken crossed the road, and that was good enough.

ARISTOTLE: It is the nature of chickens to cross the road.

JOHN LENNON: Imagine all the chickens in the world crossing roads together,
in peace.

ALBERT EINSTEIN: Did the chicken really cross the road, or did the road move
beneath the chicken?

COLONEL SANDERS: Did I miss one?

Eyes Of The World

2009-03-04T20:54:00.000-08:00

This is in my opinion, possibly one of the best songs ever written. I know that's a strong stement, but I'm willing to make it and debate it. Also, arguable the best live performing rock band ever. Enjoy!

Asking the question...

2009-03-04T08:21:00.000-08:00

What goes through your mind when you see a homeless man or beggar downtown, or at the entrance to the Best Buy parking lot? If I am honest, I don't think my mind ever goes directly to love. The things that go through my mind are much less spiritual. I wonder how they got there, what mistake they made to end up where they are, will they really buy food, are they addicted to drugs, when was the last time they showered, stuff like that. Now I am just being honest here. I want my thoughts to go immediately to love, but they don't.

I was thinking the other day while passing a homeless man, about Jesus and the encounters he had with the poor and downtrodden. I was thinking about the encounter he had with the blind beggar at the gate to the temple. When Jesus saw that guy, He had several options. He could have been like everyone else, and just kept going. He could have put a couple coins in his hand and been on his way. Oh yea, He is Jesus, so he also could have just healed him, and continued on about his business. Now, if you remember the story, He did heal the guy, but before He did that, He asked him a question. What do you want me to do for you? Now, Jesus is God, so I am sure He knew what the guy needed. What blows me away is that Jesus took the time to ask the question. He made no assumptions. This guy could have said, well Lord, I am blind, but I would rather have a bunch of money if it's alright with you. He could have asked for any number of things. Of course we know from the story, that he asked to see again. Jesus knew that this guy was not just a beggar, but a brother, and he treated him as such. He asked the question and then ministered to the need.

I am not saying I am going to rush out and talk to a homeless person, because I won't. My hope though is that the next time I pass a homeless beggar on the street, maybe I would take the time to pray for him rather than pass judgement. maybe someday I'll even ask him what I can do for him. I guess the main difference between the beggar on the street being just a beggar or being my brother, is me asking him the question.

Some things that made me laugh...

2009-03-02T15:20:00.000-08:00

Here are some things that made me laugh today...

What makes you laugh? What are your favorite shows, or just all time funny quotes? I wanna hear some funny stuff people...C'mon now!

Watch out, I'm about to talk politics...

2009-02-26T20:13:00.000-08:00

Recently, a friend asked me how I might go about getting American out of it's current financial crisis, if it were up to me.

The truth is, that I am not quite sure what I would do. What I do feel though is that far too much unfair blame has been put on the former administration, and I am a little weary of it. Now, I do acknowledge some huge mistakes and errors made by that administration, and unfortunate ones. And as far as my personal opinion is concerned, our most recent, former president was not my favorite by a long shot. I tend to believe though that much of the "economic crisis" is due to the cyclical nature of our economy, and if not over-corrected, will adjust itself. Do I think we should do nothing? No. I think that some tax cuts are in order and of course some spending that is directly related to creating jobs quickly and helping out people who are effected in a negative way, through no fault of their own, but the amount happening in this package is pretty crazy. Much of the spending in this package is not going to stimulate anything, and really is not intended to. It is just a great way to push through some partisan political spending.

I ran across this great quote the other day from Thomas Jefferson. "That government is best which governs the least, because its people discipline themselves." Wouldn't it be great if every US citizen actually took some responsibility upon themselves for a way out of the "crisis?" What if we all saved money to buy cars and homes rather than use credit? What if we helped one another more and tried encouragement rather than hate? What if we took the responsibility to teach our children seriously rather than blame schools for the way our children turn out? What if we disciplined ourselves as a Nation and actually became the example that we now falsely claim to be to the rest of the world.

The notion that we can spend our way out of a recession, and that the first priority is to get credit flowing again, is to ignore history. Credit is part of what caused the non-cyclical part of this crisis. President Obama spoke last night about government transparency with spending, and that the way the former administration handled the budget was not how you would handle your household budget and not how the government should handle the budget either. At first listen, that sounds really great, but let me ask you this. if you had a negative balance in your checkbook at the end of every month for 6 months straight, would you continue to go out and spend money hoping that would create more income somehow? Probably not. I bet you would open up the budget, find places to cut spending, places where alternative spending choices could be made, use coupons to save money, and make any other adjustments necessary to make the budget balance. To continue spending would be household, financial disaster. I have been there, so have many Americans, and on a larger scale, that is really what this stimulus package is going to do, and that is why the damage it does will be greater in the long-run than the immediate relief that it provides. History bears this out and cannot be ignored in a discussion like this.

Please do not confuse this post, or any future posts of a political nature, as bashing our current President. I like our President allot. I think he is charming, eloquent, and smart. I appreciate what his election to office means to our Country from an historical standpoint. I have read his books, and listened to him speak. That fact remains, that I do not agree with his economic or social policies and do not think they will work. I pray every day that this will not be the case, and will continue to do so. As usual, I appreciate al respectful responses and comments and would always respond respectfully myself. I appreciate healthy debate and discussion and believe it is a large part of we grow together as individuals.

Thank you, and goodnight!

Thoughts...

2009-02-25T08:50:00.000-08:00

OK people, I know I don't have the cult following that my good friend Travis does, but certainly there must be more thoughts running around out there.

Did anyone watch the Presidential address last night? Any thoughts? I am going to be doing a post pretty soon of a political nature, so you can all be waiting on pins and needles for that, but until then, I would love to hear some thoughts that some of you have.

Who knows, if enough people start talking on here, we may even get a comment out of Travis...

Ready, set, comment!

Just a thought...

2009-02-24T08:43:00.000-08:00

OK, I know this is risky, but I am DYING to get some interaction going up in here, so I figured maybe this would get things started. I have my own opinion, which I will share later, but I want to know what you think about the stimulus, economy, and the overall direction of the new adminitration. Ready, set...comment!

(Note: differeing opionions are wonderful and encouraged, but please remember to always be respectful to each other.) OK, now you can comment!

Memoirs of a toilet salesman...

2009-02-22T22:34:00.001-08:00

OK! You may or may not know that I sell toilets for a living. Well, plumbing fixtures of all kinds really, but toilet salesman just sounds more exciting. Well, on the good old family blog, I had a regular post wherein I would replay some of the funniest moments in toilet selling history. OK, it was really just two posts, but I had high hopes that it would become a regular thing. Well, now that I am a big blogging star, I am going to make these stories, a semi-regular part of my blog legacy. So, without further ado, here is the most recent story.

(Special Note: not all of these stories will be specifically about plumbing, and many of them will include words such as poo, poop, poopy, and shank. These are all terms used on a daily basis in the plumbing world, and should be taken within the context of the story.)

And so it begins...

Well, here it is folks, another addition of stupid toilet stories. This one happened a while ago, but just came rushing back to my mind today. This story, or recorded dialog as it were, will really only have meaning or be funny to you, if you fall into one of the following two categories;
1. You have previously worked in plumbing or construction sales or retail.
2. You have an appreciation for the ridiculously stupid…
You will also need to know the term, “spout shank.” A spout shank is a long brass tube that gets mounted to the underside of a tub deck, and sticks up above the deck so the spout can be mounted on it. The shank is very important in the installation and function of a tub spout. The tub set will not function properly without it.
Let me also preface this dialogue by saying that I have been in this industry for about 7 years now, and this particular plumber has been in the industry for over 20 years.

Here we go…
Me:  Hey man how’s it going?
Less Than Smart Plumber (SP):  Not so great.
Me:  What’s up?  You need some help with something?
SP:  Well, I need another one of these (holds up a spout shank for a tub set)
Me:  Um, that’s odd that looks like a spout shank.
SP:  It is
Me:  Why is it cut in half?
SP:  I cut it.
Me:  Why did you do that?
SP:  Well, I was looking through the box of parts, and I didn’t know what it was, so I took out my hacksaw and cut it.
Me:  Hmm, well, you kind of need that…
SP:  Yea well, after I cut it, I read through this (holds up instructions) and realized it was the spout shank.  I guess I shouldn’t just cut stuff without reading first huh?
Me:  Yes, that is true.  I’ll call you when the new one arrives!

Yes, folks, that was a real conversation, with an “experienced” plumber. Obviously I am not going to divulge the name of this plumber, but let this story encourage you to investigate thoroughly the people you may have working on your house, and ALWAYS confiscate their hacksaw before they begin work.

What do think of...

2009-02-19T07:29:00.001-08:00

...Facebook?

I have heard differeing opinions. Some friends think it's a waste, some think it's a distraction, other's think it's legit. No matter what they think, they almost all use it.

What do you think?

2009-02-18T19:21:00.000-08:00

"I am trying here to prevent anyone saying the really foolish thing that people often say about Him: "I'm ready to accept Jesus as a great moral teacher, but I don't accept His claim to be God." That is the one thing we must not say. A man who was merely a man and said the sort of things Jesus said would not be a great moral teacher. He would either be a lunatic---on a level with the man who says he is a poached egg---or else he would be the Devil of Hell. You must make your choice. Either this man was, and is, the Son of God: or else a madman or something worse. You can shut Him up for a fool, you can spit at Him and kill Him as a demon: or you can fall at His feet and call Him Lord and God. But let us not come with any patronizing nonsense about His being a great human teacher. He has not left that open to us. He did not intend to."

-C.S. Lewis, the British author and professor at Cambridge and Oxford Universities, once an agnostic himself, wrote these words about Jesus Christ in his book Mere Christianity.

Learning To Trust

2009-02-11T21:11:00.001-08:00

God revealed something to me yesterday with amazing clarity. It's something that I think I knew before, but somehow, in the midst of a conversation with my wife and a friend, it just became so clear.

We all have things that happen in life that are tough to forgive. When we choose not to forgive someone for a wrong done, no matter how bad, we are basically saying that we don't trust God with our hurt, as much as we trust our own anger, bitterness and resentment for the emotional protection that we feel we owe ourselves. Here is the revelation; when we forgive, we allow God to not only heal us, but to forgive and heal the person or persons who trespassed against us. To forgive in this capacity takes complete trust in and reliance up God's faithfulness to fulfill his promises.

-Will

Do unto others...

2009-02-11T21:09:00.001-08:00

"This year, or this month, or, more likely, this very day, we have failed to practise ourselves the kind of behaviour we expect from other people."--CS Lewis from The Case for Christianity

Do unto others...what a novel concept. This is such a simple life idea, yet failure to implement it begins a chain reaction of selfish and damaging behaviour that takes God himself to bring to an end. Why don't we or more importantly, why don't I practice this idea more in my everyday life. From opening a door, to letting someone into the lane in font of you, to smiling at your wife. I want others to treat me well right? I want to be treated fairly, with respect, with honesty, lovingly, and I mostly wish that people would think before they do things. Well, as is true with most things in life, the things we want from others, starts with us.

-Will

Unspeakably, unimaginably good!

2009-02-11T21:04:00.000-08:00

The God and Father of Jesus loves men and women not for what He finds in them, but for what He finds in them of Himself. It is not because men and women are good that He loves them, nor only good men and women whom He loves. It's because He is so unspeakably, unimaginably good that He loves men and women, even in their sin." - Brennan Manning

Romans 7:15
I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do.

The is the story of our lives isn't it? It seems like I start our every day pumped and ready to effect change all around me, and by lunchtime, I have been more effected by otheres than they have by me. So many reasons...not enough time in prayer, not enough Bible reading, failing to walk by the Spirit, all around lack of motivation. What encourages me to continue to wake up and try again, is the fact that Jesus loves me, "even in my sin."

Father, help us grasp the depths of your love for us and grant us hearts that are unwilling to accept things staying as they always have been.

Another Day, Another Dollar!

2009-02-11T21:03:00.001-08:00

Am i the only one that feels like I go to work everyday to get a paycheck that basically supports our entire way of life, and still feels unfulfilled most days? I get up every morning, go to work, sell ton's of stuff, and in the back of my mind, believe that somehow I will get rich or that money will become more abundant all of a sudden.

I am tired of working for money. I want to work for God and for his purposes. I am tired of looking forward to every paycheck as if my life depends on it. i want my paycheck to be an afterthought, a byproduct of pursuing the King and his kingdom in the field that God has me in for how ever long He has me there. Mostly, I want to hear His voice every day. I want to live by his voice and follow his voice. I want my life to mean something for the Kingdom of God. I want everything I do to reflect His glory. I don't want to live another day for another dollar!

-Will